dementedmonkey

i am roderick acain the brother of teresa> shiro as her friends would know her. this is the last entry to this page. my sister passed away june 1 at 11:52 pm due to several cmplications after she collapsed and later on had a stroke when she was at work. i am reaching to her friends who would like to see her for the last time. we are helding her funeral service at St peter memorial chapel located along quezon ave.

she will be laid to rest on sunday, further information please contact 09184118966 or 09202493767 for more details. please inform all her other friends as i have no other way of contacting them. thank you.

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I'm yet again.. planning something...
I wish I can finish it...
I know I'm a huge procastinator

I wonder If I needed help in the future... would you help?
hahaha wishful thinking.

Why is it taking me so long to finish one drawing? oAo
feel so unmotivated OTL



.... also
...I thin

....i'm secretly longing for something....


ha ha /shot

Thanks guys
I guess I feel a *little* better now

I think
Atleast
I dont break down every few minutes and cry

im telling you its horrible to work
and then cry every so often
OTL


fracking depression
Grrrrr >.>;

I should... talk to a psychiatrist ...
Though... I dunno if id take it seriously...
hahaha
somehow.. im thinking of evil plans...  >.>;

*cough*

I think.. the stress is getting to me


ffffff
Expenses
how I hate thee

I hate that
I cant use my money for me
I hate That
I pay for the bills
and cant use the utilities that I pay for...like my INTERNET (and my computer)
and food! I cant even eat properly at home oAo
even though I pay for the food they eat everyday


sorry pissed off

My computer is my outlet
so if i cant use it

I get stressed out
and then


DEPRESSION

OTL


plus the fact that
I seem to get easily angry when im hungry


oAo



yes if youre with me

You do not want me hungry
ha ha ha


OTL


my life sucks

I want a new one

if not

Cant I atleast have a vacation from it???


must work extra hard for a new computer
so I dont have to argue with my siblings

im just annoyed

I should not be arguing about using MY OWN computer
because its FRACKING MINE

*shows fist*


/slumps




THANKS FOR CARING GUYS <3

... people only remembers me when they need something.

this makes me feel depressed.